FAR

keraguan? ragu? hmmm nggak taulah mau nulis apalagi banyak yang mau aku keluarin unek unekku tapi.. rasanya semuanya berontak pergi dan nggak mau aku keluarin huaaa :( hidupku sekarang? warnanya abu abu deh kayaknya.. percintaanku? lagi bersemi jadi orange aja sekolahku? sedikit suram jadi cokelat tua aja deh kesehatan? lagi emosi jadi merah ajadeh hmm hidup itu buat apa toh? secara biologi? untuk melestarikan spesies secara ekonomi? untuk kesejahteraan hidup masa depan secara sosiologi? untuk pengawasan tingkah individu secara agama? untuk melakukan sunnah ajaran nabi naah terus intinya apadong? aku aja yang nulis enggak ngerti maksudnya apa -__- bego kali bego deh sekarang aku udah enggak brutal lagi kayak dulu lho sekarang udah enggak emosian kayak dulu asiiik :)) try to be better person

itu tadi 2 daftar lagu yang selalu aku puter di playlist mp3, enggak tahu kenapa doyan banget sama itu lagu.. apalagi lagunya paramore, karena apaya? karena itu lagu ada hujannya? hujan? mengingatkan aku pada banyak hal busuk! hal busuk? of course YES kenapa aku bilang itu hal busuk? karena itu cuma bisa bikin nangis :( ayo doooong aku belum nemu terapi biar aku nggak benci hujan nih :( kapan aku nemunya? aku pengen main lagi sama hujan tanpa aku harus inget sama kenangan kenangan busukku itu eh jahat deh, enggak busuk kok, cuma.. menyakitkan karena terlalu banyak kenangan yang menyesakkan hati di bawah kata hujan, kata ajaib yang bisa ngebuat aku ngabisin berlembar-lembar tisu buat nangis -______- emang dasarnya aku yang cengeng sih hujan itu menyakitkan, tapi aku suka karena setiap habis hujan kan ada pelangi pelangi itu menyenangkan

And when it rains On this side of town it touches, everything Just say it again and mean it We don't miss a thing You made yourself a bed At the bottom of the blackest hole (blackest hole) And convinced yourself that It's not the reason you don't see the sun anymore And oh, oh, how could you do it? Oh I, I never saw it coming Oh, oh, I need the ending So why can't you stay Just long enough to explain? And when it rains Will you always find an escape? Just running away From all of the ones who love you From everything You made yourself a bed At the bottom of the blackest hole (blackest hole) And you'll sleep 'til May And you'll say that you don't want to see the sun anymore And oh, oh, how could you do it? Oh I, I never saw it coming And oh, oh, I need the ending So why can't you stay just long enough to explain? Take your time Take my time Take these chances to turn it around (take your time) Take these chances, we'll make it somehow And take the...

this is my december this is my time of the year this is my december this is all so clear this is my december this is my snow covered home this is my december this is me alone and i just wish that i didnt feel like there was something i missed and i take back all the things i said to make you feel like that and i just wish that i didnt feel like there was something i missed and i take back all the things i said to you and i give it all away just to have somewhere to go to give it all away to have someone to come home to this is my december these are my snow covered dreams this is me pretending this is all i need and i just wish that i didnt feel like there was something i missed and i take back all the things i said to make you feel like that and i just wish that i didnt feel like there was something i missed and i take back all the things i said to you and i give it all away just to have somewhere to go to give it all away to have someone to come home to this is my december this is my ...